Blaf

mysteries

the picture above needed some changes

result...picture below ????

really changed.....

but that's not what I really want to say

 the  pain in my back and leg      overwhelmes me sometimes, no meditation, yoga position, positive thinking , thinking how many people suffer more severe problems, how good my life is,  can help me and sometimes I feel so helpless, I almost feel panic coming up.

The real acceptance is far away than.

                                                                     

suggestions please.....

kis kis