Can I write about last weeks? I decided to do this because if it helps only one person in the world, I did the right thing. If you read this blog longer than today, you know I'm bi-polar. It's difficult for the people who love me, because they see a happy Yvette when I'm very sad. The sadder the happier. In the revalidation team is a psychologist who found me strange. If you know me, you know I'm always a little strange, funny, chaotic, always in for a joke, a new adventure.... well .... a little strange. She ( the psychologist) put me aside for a talk. A couple of questions made it clear , that I was close to loosing contact with reality. Loosing contact with reality is in my case the cause of a severe death wish , and often I found myself in intensive care after a suicide attempt , not knowing what happened.
No cry for help as often is said.
An impulsive act from a disturbed person.
Please don't judge suicidal people
Do not think you are the cause of a suicide, if you lost someone