aha
the book explain the pain is really really good
but my woman who re validates me is really special!
she lets me do exercises my way and my way has proven
to be not succesfull
when it went wrong ( of course) she asked me
what do you need right now and without thinking I said
TOF
she didn't understood of course but when I explained that Tof was my dog who died a couple of months ago she said...i think she's here to help you?
strangely enough from all my death love ones i could feel them around me but not Tof
suddenly she said something very special.....
maybe she keeps some distance to let you see you have to look at yourself and accept yourself as you are
not angry, not impatient
ok
i am who i am
it is as it is
the baggie is little but it has not so much to carry
ha!
( would Jude Hill say)